Doing everything that I believe in
Going by the rules that I’ve been taught
More understanding of what’s around me
And protected from the walls of love
All that you see is me
And all I truly believe
That I was born to try
I’ve learned to love
Be understanding
And believe in life
But you’ve got to make choices
Be wrong or right
Sometimes you’ve got to sacrifice the things you like
But I was born to try
No point in talking what you should have been
And regretting the things that went on
Life’s full of mistakes, destinies and fate
Remove the clouds look at the bigger picture
And all that you see is me
And all I truly believe
That I was born to try
I’ve learned to love
Be understanding
And believe in life
But you’ve got to make choices
Be wrong or right
Sometimes you’ve got to sacrifice the things you like
But I was born to try
All that you see is me
All I truly believe
All that you see is me
And all I truly believe
That I was born to try
I’ve learned to love
Be understanding
And believe in life
But you’ve got to make choices
Be wrong or right
Sometimes you’ve got to sacrifice the things you like
But I was born to try
But you’ve got to make choices
Be wrong or right
Sometimes you’ve got to sacrifice the things you like
But I was born to try
Thursday, October 14, 2010
J-lo Alive
Time goes slowly now in my life
Fear no more of what I'm not sure
Searching to feel your soul
The strength to stand alone
The power of not knowing and letting go
I guess I've found my way
It's simple when it's right
Feeling lucky just to be here tonight
And happy just to be me and be alive
Love, in and out
Of my heart
And though life can be strange
I can't be afraid
Searching to feel your soul
The strength to stand alone
The power of not knowing and letting go
I guess I've found my way
It's simple when it's right
Feeling lucky just to be here tonight
And happy just to be me and be alive
I guess I've found my way
It`s simple when it's right
Feeling lucky just to be here tonight
And happy just to be me and be alive
Fear no more of what I'm not sure
Searching to feel your soul
The strength to stand alone
The power of not knowing and letting go
I guess I've found my way
It's simple when it's right
Feeling lucky just to be here tonight
And happy just to be me and be alive
Love, in and out
Of my heart
And though life can be strange
I can't be afraid
Searching to feel your soul
The strength to stand alone
The power of not knowing and letting go
I guess I've found my way
It's simple when it's right
Feeling lucky just to be here tonight
And happy just to be me and be alive
I guess I've found my way
It`s simple when it's right
Feeling lucky just to be here tonight
And happy just to be me and be alive
KESEMPATAN ATAU PILIHAN ?
Ketika kita bertemu orang yang tepat untuk dicintai, ketika kita berada di
tempat pada saat yang tepat, itulah kesempatan.
Ketika kita bertemu dengan seseorang yang membuat kita tertarik, itu bukan pilihan, itu kesempatan.
Bertemu dalam suatu peristiwa bukanlah pilihan, itupun adalah kesempatan.
Bila kita memutuskan untuk mencintai orang tersebut, bahkan dengan segala kekurangannya, itu bukan kesempatan, itu adalah pilihan.
Ketika kita memilih bersama dengan seseorang walaupun apapun yang terjadi, itu adalah pilihan.
Bahkan ketika kita menyadari bahwa masih banyak orang lain yang lebih menarik, lebih pandai, lebih kaya daripada pasangan kita dan tetap memilih untuk mencintainya, itulah pilihan.
Perasaan cinta, simpatik, tertarik, datang bagai kesempatan pada kita. Tetapi cinta sejati yang abadi adalah pilihan. Pilihan yang kita lakukan.
Kita mungkin kebetulan bertemu pasangan jiwa kita, tetapi mencintai dan tetap bersama pasangan jiwa kita, adalah pilihan yang harus kita lakukan.
Kita ada di dunia bukan untuk mencari seseorang yang sempurna untuk dicintai TETAPI untuk belajar mencintai orang yang tidak sempurna dengan cara yang sempurna.
tempat pada saat yang tepat, itulah kesempatan.
Ketika kita bertemu dengan seseorang yang membuat kita tertarik, itu bukan pilihan, itu kesempatan.
Bertemu dalam suatu peristiwa bukanlah pilihan, itupun adalah kesempatan.
Bila kita memutuskan untuk mencintai orang tersebut, bahkan dengan segala kekurangannya, itu bukan kesempatan, itu adalah pilihan.
Ketika kita memilih bersama dengan seseorang walaupun apapun yang terjadi, itu adalah pilihan.
Bahkan ketika kita menyadari bahwa masih banyak orang lain yang lebih menarik, lebih pandai, lebih kaya daripada pasangan kita dan tetap memilih untuk mencintainya, itulah pilihan.
Perasaan cinta, simpatik, tertarik, datang bagai kesempatan pada kita. Tetapi cinta sejati yang abadi adalah pilihan. Pilihan yang kita lakukan.
Kita mungkin kebetulan bertemu pasangan jiwa kita, tetapi mencintai dan tetap bersama pasangan jiwa kita, adalah pilihan yang harus kita lakukan.
Kita ada di dunia bukan untuk mencari seseorang yang sempurna untuk dicintai TETAPI untuk belajar mencintai orang yang tidak sempurna dengan cara yang sempurna.
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
I MISS LOVE
Aku merindukan cinta.....
tapi...ketika cinta itu mulai mendekatiku, aku selalu saja mengambil langkah mundur untuk menghindarinya, aku terlalu pengecut untuk mengambil resiko terluka karenanya...bodoh memang, menginginkan tapi tak ingin memilikinya....
aku selalu merasa, perjalanan cinta semua orang pasti akan berakhir pada hal yg sama saja, saling mengasihi,kemudian terjadi sebuah penghianatan dan kemudian saling mengucapkan kata perpisahan.
di dalam sebuah kata perpisahan, pasti akan ada sebuah harapan yg hancur berkeping-keping, akan ada hati yg tersakiti dan tentunya akan ada banyak air mata...dan bagiku, semua hal itu tidak akan pernah bisa aku terima lagi.
rasa sakit itu pernah kurasa, rasa sakit ketika semua kebahagiaan cinta itu berubah menjadi sebuiah mimpi buruk karena sebuah penghianatan yg di lakukan dibelakangku.
dan untuk menata kembali hatiku, aku butuh waktu yg lama, karena itu aku selalu berpikir, kalau aku kembali mencoba dan akhirnya gagal juga, berapa banyak waktu lagi yg harus aku buang untuk kembali menata hatiku?
bagiku, cinta itu seperti segelas air yg pahit, yg ingin sekali ku teguk karena dahaga kasih yg melanda, tapi tak bisah karena terasa pahit di lidahku..., seperti sebuah mawar indah, yg ingin sekali ku genggam erat, tapi selalu tertusuk durinya...,dan seperti sebuah samudra luas, yg akan membuatku mati tenggelam kalau aku berani berenang di dalamnya....
jauh di lubuk hatiku, aku masih menyimpan harapan, kalau suatu hari nanti akan ada seseorang yg akan menarik aku keluar dari semua rasa takut ini, yg akan membuktikan padaku kalau cinta itu indah, yg akan meyakiniku kalau cinta itu tawa bukan air mata....
dan mungkin saat ini, aku tidak tau dia itu siapa?, ada dimana?, dan sedang apa?
aku hanya akan mengatakan satu hal padanya,
AKU MENUNGGUMU.....
By:THAN
tapi...ketika cinta itu mulai mendekatiku, aku selalu saja mengambil langkah mundur untuk menghindarinya, aku terlalu pengecut untuk mengambil resiko terluka karenanya...bodoh memang, menginginkan tapi tak ingin memilikinya....
aku selalu merasa, perjalanan cinta semua orang pasti akan berakhir pada hal yg sama saja, saling mengasihi,kemudian terjadi sebuah penghianatan dan kemudian saling mengucapkan kata perpisahan.
di dalam sebuah kata perpisahan, pasti akan ada sebuah harapan yg hancur berkeping-keping, akan ada hati yg tersakiti dan tentunya akan ada banyak air mata...dan bagiku, semua hal itu tidak akan pernah bisa aku terima lagi.
rasa sakit itu pernah kurasa, rasa sakit ketika semua kebahagiaan cinta itu berubah menjadi sebuiah mimpi buruk karena sebuah penghianatan yg di lakukan dibelakangku.
dan untuk menata kembali hatiku, aku butuh waktu yg lama, karena itu aku selalu berpikir, kalau aku kembali mencoba dan akhirnya gagal juga, berapa banyak waktu lagi yg harus aku buang untuk kembali menata hatiku?
bagiku, cinta itu seperti segelas air yg pahit, yg ingin sekali ku teguk karena dahaga kasih yg melanda, tapi tak bisah karena terasa pahit di lidahku..., seperti sebuah mawar indah, yg ingin sekali ku genggam erat, tapi selalu tertusuk durinya...,dan seperti sebuah samudra luas, yg akan membuatku mati tenggelam kalau aku berani berenang di dalamnya....
jauh di lubuk hatiku, aku masih menyimpan harapan, kalau suatu hari nanti akan ada seseorang yg akan menarik aku keluar dari semua rasa takut ini, yg akan membuktikan padaku kalau cinta itu indah, yg akan meyakiniku kalau cinta itu tawa bukan air mata....
dan mungkin saat ini, aku tidak tau dia itu siapa?, ada dimana?, dan sedang apa?
aku hanya akan mengatakan satu hal padanya,
AKU MENUNGGUMU.....
By:THAN
Westlife - Sound Of A Broken Heart
In So Many Ways I Tried To Reach You
And I Don’t Know Why I Couldn’t Get Through
When I Tried So Hard To Break Your Guard
Didn’t Know It Would Leave This Scar
Leave This Scar
Now I’ve Made It This Far
And The Pain Isn’t Over
But The Sun Keeps On Risin’
And I Keep Getting Stronger
Chorus:
I Never Thought That I’d Survive You
But I Will Be Free
And There’ll Be So Many Nights I Gotta Get Through
But Now I See
You’ll Never Be The End Of Me (no)
Cos When My World Fell Apart
And I Didn’t Know Where To Start
I Heard The Sound Of A Broken Heart
(I Still Feel The Pain)
I Heard The Sound Of A Broken Heart
(It Still Beats The Same)
When Will The World Start Spinnin’
And What Happened To My Happy Ending
Learning What It Takes, To Turn This Page
Didn’t Know How To Walk Away
Walk Away
Now I’ve Made It This Far
And The Pain Isn’t Over
But The Sun Keeps On Risin’
And I Keep Getting Stronger
Chorus
And I Won’t Stay Down; I Know My Heart’s Still Beating
Cos I Hear The Sound, Tellin’ Me I’m Alright
Tellin’ Me To Move On
Chorus
Still Feel The Pain For You
Still Beats The Same X 2
And I Don’t Know Why I Couldn’t Get Through
When I Tried So Hard To Break Your Guard
Didn’t Know It Would Leave This Scar
Leave This Scar
Now I’ve Made It This Far
And The Pain Isn’t Over
But The Sun Keeps On Risin’
And I Keep Getting Stronger
Chorus:
I Never Thought That I’d Survive You
But I Will Be Free
And There’ll Be So Many Nights I Gotta Get Through
But Now I See
You’ll Never Be The End Of Me (no)
Cos When My World Fell Apart
And I Didn’t Know Where To Start
I Heard The Sound Of A Broken Heart
(I Still Feel The Pain)
I Heard The Sound Of A Broken Heart
(It Still Beats The Same)
When Will The World Start Spinnin’
And What Happened To My Happy Ending
Learning What It Takes, To Turn This Page
Didn’t Know How To Walk Away
Walk Away
Now I’ve Made It This Far
And The Pain Isn’t Over
But The Sun Keeps On Risin’
And I Keep Getting Stronger
Chorus
And I Won’t Stay Down; I Know My Heart’s Still Beating
Cos I Hear The Sound, Tellin’ Me I’m Alright
Tellin’ Me To Move On
Chorus
Still Feel The Pain For You
Still Beats The Same X 2
Westlife - No More Heroes
When The Waves Are Crashing Down
Pulling You To Sorrow
I Will Sail You Back To Shore
When There Are No More Heroes
Over Under, Near Or Far
I’ll Be Right Beside You
Standing Here With Open Arms
When There Are No More Heroes
Chorus:
And Through It All
And Through It All
When You’re Tired And You Stumble I Will Carry You
When Starlight Falls, My Love Will Guide You Home
You’ll Never Be Alone
When There Are No More Heroes
It Was You Who Showed Me How
Brought Me Back To Glory
Through Hopelessness And Darkest Days
It Was Breath You Gave Me
Chorus X 3
When There Are No More Heroes
Pulling You To Sorrow
I Will Sail You Back To Shore
When There Are No More Heroes
Over Under, Near Or Far
I’ll Be Right Beside You
Standing Here With Open Arms
When There Are No More Heroes
Chorus:
And Through It All
And Through It All
When You’re Tired And You Stumble I Will Carry You
When Starlight Falls, My Love Will Guide You Home
You’ll Never Be Alone
When There Are No More Heroes
It Was You Who Showed Me How
Brought Me Back To Glory
Through Hopelessness And Darkest Days
It Was Breath You Gave Me
Chorus X 3
When There Are No More Heroes
Westlife - Where We Are
Stay Where You Are
Don’t Let Me Go, Don’t Let Me Go
We Made It This Far
Oh Baby Stop, Stop Right There
Don’t Walk Away, Don’t Walk Away
Into Thin Air
We Survived A Crash
Made It Through The Wreckage
Standing Here At Last
So Perfectly Written
Chorus:
Now Where We Are
Is Where We’re Suppose To Be
Where We Are
Keeps The Breath In Me
Where We’ve Been
We’ve Risen From The Deep
Where We’re Now No One Can Tear Us Apart
That’s Where We Are
Don’t, Don’t Turn Around
We Gotta Let, We Got To Let
Go Of The Past Now
Feel Me By Your Side
We’re Out Of Danger
No Reason To Hide
We Survived The Storm
Made It Through The Hurricane
Standing Here At Last
Dry Despite The Rain
Chorus
Now Where We Are
Is Where We’re Suppose To Be
Where We Are
Keeps The Breath In Me
Where We’ve Been
We’ve Risen From The Deep
Where We’re Now No One Can Tear Us Apart
That’s Where We Are
That’s Where We Are
Stay, Stay Where You Are
Chorus
Now Where We Are
Is Where We’re Suppose To Be
Where We Are
Keeps The Breath In Me
Where We’ve Been
We’ve Risen From The Deep
Where We’re Now No One Can Tear Us Apart
That’s Where We Are
That’s Where We Are
Don’t Let Me Go, Don’t Let Me Go
We Made It This Far
Oh Baby Stop, Stop Right There
Don’t Walk Away, Don’t Walk Away
Into Thin Air
We Survived A Crash
Made It Through The Wreckage
Standing Here At Last
So Perfectly Written
Chorus:
Now Where We Are
Is Where We’re Suppose To Be
Where We Are
Keeps The Breath In Me
Where We’ve Been
We’ve Risen From The Deep
Where We’re Now No One Can Tear Us Apart
That’s Where We Are
Don’t, Don’t Turn Around
We Gotta Let, We Got To Let
Go Of The Past Now
Feel Me By Your Side
We’re Out Of Danger
No Reason To Hide
We Survived The Storm
Made It Through The Hurricane
Standing Here At Last
Dry Despite The Rain
Chorus
Now Where We Are
Is Where We’re Suppose To Be
Where We Are
Keeps The Breath In Me
Where We’ve Been
We’ve Risen From The Deep
Where We’re Now No One Can Tear Us Apart
That’s Where We Are
That’s Where We Are
Stay, Stay Where You Are
Chorus
Now Where We Are
Is Where We’re Suppose To Be
Where We Are
Keeps The Breath In Me
Where We’ve Been
We’ve Risen From The Deep
Where We’re Now No One Can Tear Us Apart
That’s Where We Are
That’s Where We Are
Westlife - Shadow
Morning After
Still Lingers
Just Waking Up
I See A Shadow Of You
Making Breakfast For Two
I Go Driving
Past Our Place And
I See This Girl Walk By
I Smell Her Perfume
For A Moment I Wish It Was You
I'm Not Gonna Tell Ya
I'm Not Gonna Say That I'm Okay, No
I'm Tryin' To Get Over
I'm Tryin' To Get Far Away From Our Mistakes
But I See Shadows
Everywhere That I Go
It's You, Reminding Me
Of How We Were
Of How It Was
I See Shadows
Everywhere They Follow
It's You And Memories
Of How We Loved
I've Had Enough Of Your Shadows
Four Months Gone
I Can't Feel You
I Don't Understand It
Where Did You Go?
I Hate That You're All That I Know
I'm Not Gonna Tell Ya
I'm Not Gonna Say That I'm Okay, No
I'm Tryin' To Get Over
I'm Tryin' To Get Far Away From Our Mistakes
But I See Shadows
Everywhere That I Go
It's You, Reminding Me
Of How We Were
Of How It Was
I See Shadows
Everywhere They Follow
It's You And Memories
Of How We Loved
I've Had Enough Of Your Shadows
You Couldn't Love Me
So Why Won't You Leave Me?
Shadows
Alone Is The Only Place I Want To Be
I See Shadows
Everywhere That I Go
It's You, Reminding Me
Of How To Love
I've Had Enough
I See Shadows
Everywhere They Follow
It's You, The Memories
Of How We Loved
I've Had Enough
Still Lingers
Just Waking Up
I See A Shadow Of You
Making Breakfast For Two
I Go Driving
Past Our Place And
I See This Girl Walk By
I Smell Her Perfume
For A Moment I Wish It Was You
I'm Not Gonna Tell Ya
I'm Not Gonna Say That I'm Okay, No
I'm Tryin' To Get Over
I'm Tryin' To Get Far Away From Our Mistakes
But I See Shadows
Everywhere That I Go
It's You, Reminding Me
Of How We Were
Of How It Was
I See Shadows
Everywhere They Follow
It's You And Memories
Of How We Loved
I've Had Enough Of Your Shadows
Four Months Gone
I Can't Feel You
I Don't Understand It
Where Did You Go?
I Hate That You're All That I Know
I'm Not Gonna Tell Ya
I'm Not Gonna Say That I'm Okay, No
I'm Tryin' To Get Over
I'm Tryin' To Get Far Away From Our Mistakes
But I See Shadows
Everywhere That I Go
It's You, Reminding Me
Of How We Were
Of How It Was
I See Shadows
Everywhere They Follow
It's You And Memories
Of How We Loved
I've Had Enough Of Your Shadows
You Couldn't Love Me
So Why Won't You Leave Me?
Shadows
Alone Is The Only Place I Want To Be
I See Shadows
Everywhere That I Go
It's You, Reminding Me
Of How To Love
I've Had Enough
I See Shadows
Everywhere They Follow
It's You, The Memories
Of How We Loved
I've Had Enough
Westlife - Leaving
Watching The Clock On The Wall
Been A While Since You Called
I Can't Help But Wait
It's Late And I Can't Get No Sleep
Something’s Different This Time
It Just Doesn't Feel Right
Have We Broken In Two?
Am I Really Gonna Lose You Tonight?
You Come Walking In
Tears In Your Eyes
Pretending Like It's Alright
Chorus:
But I Know You’re Leaving
I Know That Smile
I Can Tell You've Been Crying
You’re Gonna Say Goodbye
I Wish I Could Stop You
But You've Made Up Your Mind
I Beg You Don't Go
But I Already Know You’re Leaving
Where Does The Time Go?
Between Goodbye And Hello
How Did We Come To This Is There Something We Missed
Along The Way
With Your Bags At The Door
I Wanna Pull You In Close
And Hold You Once More Even Though
Chorus
I Know You’re Leaving
I Know That Smile
I Can Tell You've Been Crying
You’re Gonna Say Goodbye
I Wish I Could Stop You
But You've Made Up Your Mind
I Beg You Don't Go
But I Already Know, I Know You’re Leaving
Here Come The Sleepless Nights
Here Come The Tears I’m Gonna Cry
Here Comes The Last Goodbye Leaving Us Behind
Oh This Can't Be Right
Chorus
I Know You’re Leaving
I Know That Smile
I Can Tell You've Been Crying
You’re Gonna Say Goodbye
I Wish I Could Stop You
But You've Made Up Your Mind
I Beg You Don't Go
But I Already Know, I Know You’re Leaving
Been A While Since You Called
I Can't Help But Wait
It's Late And I Can't Get No Sleep
Something’s Different This Time
It Just Doesn't Feel Right
Have We Broken In Two?
Am I Really Gonna Lose You Tonight?
You Come Walking In
Tears In Your Eyes
Pretending Like It's Alright
Chorus:
But I Know You’re Leaving
I Know That Smile
I Can Tell You've Been Crying
You’re Gonna Say Goodbye
I Wish I Could Stop You
But You've Made Up Your Mind
I Beg You Don't Go
But I Already Know You’re Leaving
Where Does The Time Go?
Between Goodbye And Hello
How Did We Come To This Is There Something We Missed
Along The Way
With Your Bags At The Door
I Wanna Pull You In Close
And Hold You Once More Even Though
Chorus
I Know You’re Leaving
I Know That Smile
I Can Tell You've Been Crying
You’re Gonna Say Goodbye
I Wish I Could Stop You
But You've Made Up Your Mind
I Beg You Don't Go
But I Already Know, I Know You’re Leaving
Here Come The Sleepless Nights
Here Come The Tears I’m Gonna Cry
Here Comes The Last Goodbye Leaving Us Behind
Oh This Can't Be Right
Chorus
I Know You’re Leaving
I Know That Smile
I Can Tell You've Been Crying
You’re Gonna Say Goodbye
I Wish I Could Stop You
But You've Made Up Your Mind
I Beg You Don't Go
But I Already Know, I Know You’re Leaving
Westlife - How To Break A Heart
Since You're Not Worth My Love
I Haven't Given Up
I'm Stronger Than That
(I'm Stronger Than That)
And Though My Heart Will Break
I'm Takin' Back My Faith
Cos Right Now My World Is Spinnin' Too Fast
But You Won't Be The End Of Me
If You Were The One You Wouldn't Hurt Me So Bad
You Gave Me The World
Gave Me The World To Take It All Away
All You Left Me Was Yesterday
And This Space In My Heart
Now It's Slowly Tearin' Me Apart
I'm Takin' All That I Learned From You
I'll Make It Something I'll Never Do
I Can't Be Who You Are
You Taught Me How To Break A Heart
You Taught Me How To Break A Heart
I'll Make It Through This Pain
My Dreams Won't Call Your Name
I'm Stronger Than That
(I'm Stronger Than That)
Cos I Still Know How To Love
Know That Will Be Enough
And This Moment Will Fade Into The Past
You Won't Be The End Of Me
If You Were The One You Wouldn't Hurt Me So Bad
You Gave Me The World
Gave Me The World To Take It All Away
All You Left Me Was Yesterday
And This Space In My Heart
Now It's Slowly Tearing Me Apart
I'm Takin' All That I Learned From You
I'll Make It Something I'll Never Do
I Can't Be Who You Are
You Taught Me How To Break A Heart
You Taught Me How To Break A Heart
I'm Takin' All That I Learned From You
I'll Make It Something I'll Never Do
I Can't Be Who You Are
You Taught Me How To Break A Heart
You Taught Me How To Break A Heart
I'm Taking Back My Faith
I'm Taking Back My Life
I Don't Care For Who You Are
Cos You Taught Me How To Break A Heart
How To Break A Heart
How To Break A Heart
Cos You Taught Me How To Break A Heart
I Haven't Given Up
I'm Stronger Than That
(I'm Stronger Than That)
And Though My Heart Will Break
I'm Takin' Back My Faith
Cos Right Now My World Is Spinnin' Too Fast
But You Won't Be The End Of Me
If You Were The One You Wouldn't Hurt Me So Bad
You Gave Me The World
Gave Me The World To Take It All Away
All You Left Me Was Yesterday
And This Space In My Heart
Now It's Slowly Tearin' Me Apart
I'm Takin' All That I Learned From You
I'll Make It Something I'll Never Do
I Can't Be Who You Are
You Taught Me How To Break A Heart
You Taught Me How To Break A Heart
I'll Make It Through This Pain
My Dreams Won't Call Your Name
I'm Stronger Than That
(I'm Stronger Than That)
Cos I Still Know How To Love
Know That Will Be Enough
And This Moment Will Fade Into The Past
You Won't Be The End Of Me
If You Were The One You Wouldn't Hurt Me So Bad
You Gave Me The World
Gave Me The World To Take It All Away
All You Left Me Was Yesterday
And This Space In My Heart
Now It's Slowly Tearing Me Apart
I'm Takin' All That I Learned From You
I'll Make It Something I'll Never Do
I Can't Be Who You Are
You Taught Me How To Break A Heart
You Taught Me How To Break A Heart
I'm Takin' All That I Learned From You
I'll Make It Something I'll Never Do
I Can't Be Who You Are
You Taught Me How To Break A Heart
You Taught Me How To Break A Heart
I'm Taking Back My Faith
I'm Taking Back My Life
I Don't Care For Who You Are
Cos You Taught Me How To Break A Heart
How To Break A Heart
How To Break A Heart
Cos You Taught Me How To Break A Heart
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Down..!!!
Goyah....mungkin itulah yg aku rasakan s'karang...
huufff...padahal sepertinya baru kemarin aku merasa on fire buat mengejar semuanya, tapi akhir2 ini, aku sering kali merasa down, merasa kalau apapun yg aku kejar saat ini, ga' mungkin berhasil, pikiran yg bodoh memang, tapi terkadang pikiran dan rasa itu sering kali bentrok..!!!
mudah memang saat kita berusaha menekankan dalam pikiran kita, kalau semuanya akan baik2 saja, kalau kita pasti bisa menemukan jalan untuk bisa melewati semua hal, tapi....saat perasaan sedih, kecewa, sakit hati, dan frustasi mulai menyerang, dijamin dech semua pemikiran itu bakal di TONJOK abies ama semua rasa itu...
lelah rasanya setiap hari harus ''melerai'' pergulatan pikiran dan perasaanku....
ingin sekali aku menuruti pikiranku, tapi perasanku selalu saja menarikku keluar untuk melihat kenyataan di depan mataku, kenyataan kalau memang dari segi apapun aku ''mungkin'' akan gagal.
jujur..., aku sendiripun mulai meragukan kemampuanku, dan kadang2, dalam hati aku mulai mempertanyakan, atas dasar apakah aku 'berani' melangkah menentang pendapat orang2 terdekatku?
apakah aku melangkah karena imanku pada-NYA?,ataukah ini sebuah keangkuhan semata?
keangkuhan karena selalu di anggap tak punya sesuatu yg dapat dibanggakan, keangkuhan karena selalu dianggap tak akan pernah mampu melakukan sesuatu yg berguna, dan keangkuhan untuk membuktikan kalau aku juga bisa melakukan sesuatu jauh lebih baik dari yg mereka pikirkan.
aku sangat berharap, yg mendorongku untuk mengejar mimpiku adalah imanku pada-NYA, dan bukan sebuah keangkuhan hati.(meskipun memang ada sedikit unsur keangkuhan juga, hehehe..)tapi aku sangat berharap, faktor utamanya adalah kepercayaanku pada-NYA.
dan aku harap, sesegera mungkin mendapatkan 'suplai' tenaga dari MY JESUS buat semangat lagi mengejar mimpiku, yg perlu aku lakukan hanyalah, berjuang dengan sekuat tenaga untuk menjadi seorang wanita mandiri yg kuat, yg tidak lagi memperdulikan omongan2 negative dari orang2 'konyol' itu, yg tidak pernah lelah untuk terus belajar dari semua kesalahan yg ada, dan yg akan terus maju meskipun didepanku hanya terlihat sebuah tembok besar, yg perlu aku lakukan hanyalah 'mendaki' tembok itu untuk bisa melihat 'sesuatu' di baliknya.
apapun yg terjadi, semangat aja....^_^...hehehe...!!!, (kaya' iklan yaa..)
By:THAN
huufff...padahal sepertinya baru kemarin aku merasa on fire buat mengejar semuanya, tapi akhir2 ini, aku sering kali merasa down, merasa kalau apapun yg aku kejar saat ini, ga' mungkin berhasil, pikiran yg bodoh memang, tapi terkadang pikiran dan rasa itu sering kali bentrok..!!!
mudah memang saat kita berusaha menekankan dalam pikiran kita, kalau semuanya akan baik2 saja, kalau kita pasti bisa menemukan jalan untuk bisa melewati semua hal, tapi....saat perasaan sedih, kecewa, sakit hati, dan frustasi mulai menyerang, dijamin dech semua pemikiran itu bakal di TONJOK abies ama semua rasa itu...
lelah rasanya setiap hari harus ''melerai'' pergulatan pikiran dan perasaanku....
ingin sekali aku menuruti pikiranku, tapi perasanku selalu saja menarikku keluar untuk melihat kenyataan di depan mataku, kenyataan kalau memang dari segi apapun aku ''mungkin'' akan gagal.
jujur..., aku sendiripun mulai meragukan kemampuanku, dan kadang2, dalam hati aku mulai mempertanyakan, atas dasar apakah aku 'berani' melangkah menentang pendapat orang2 terdekatku?
apakah aku melangkah karena imanku pada-NYA?,ataukah ini sebuah keangkuhan semata?
keangkuhan karena selalu di anggap tak punya sesuatu yg dapat dibanggakan, keangkuhan karena selalu dianggap tak akan pernah mampu melakukan sesuatu yg berguna, dan keangkuhan untuk membuktikan kalau aku juga bisa melakukan sesuatu jauh lebih baik dari yg mereka pikirkan.
aku sangat berharap, yg mendorongku untuk mengejar mimpiku adalah imanku pada-NYA, dan bukan sebuah keangkuhan hati.(meskipun memang ada sedikit unsur keangkuhan juga, hehehe..)tapi aku sangat berharap, faktor utamanya adalah kepercayaanku pada-NYA.
dan aku harap, sesegera mungkin mendapatkan 'suplai' tenaga dari MY JESUS buat semangat lagi mengejar mimpiku, yg perlu aku lakukan hanyalah, berjuang dengan sekuat tenaga untuk menjadi seorang wanita mandiri yg kuat, yg tidak lagi memperdulikan omongan2 negative dari orang2 'konyol' itu, yg tidak pernah lelah untuk terus belajar dari semua kesalahan yg ada, dan yg akan terus maju meskipun didepanku hanya terlihat sebuah tembok besar, yg perlu aku lakukan hanyalah 'mendaki' tembok itu untuk bisa melihat 'sesuatu' di baliknya.
apapun yg terjadi, semangat aja....^_^...hehehe...!!!, (kaya' iklan yaa..)
By:THAN
Saturday, October 9, 2010
From Loving You-Mandy Moore
I had you, I had everything I ever needed
From that first look I knew
I'd found heaven in your eyes
But who was to know the way it would go
I have no regrets
Glad to let you in
Wouldn't have missed one single moment
I would do it all over again
Chorus
'Coz I was loved
I was touched
And I learned what love is
And I learned what love is
I was blessed, so blessed
Coz I learned what love is
I learned what love is
From loving you
I held you, I held everything I ever dreamed of
With that first kiss from you
All this world seemed so right
But who was to see the way it would be
I'll never forget
The heaven we shared
And I'll thank God for every moment
Every moment that I had you there
Chorus
Some people search their whole lives
never find what i found in your eyes
Glad I got to get the chance to have you in my life
I won't be sad when I look back
Coz I was...
Chorus
From that first look I knew
I'd found heaven in your eyes
But who was to know the way it would go
I have no regrets
Glad to let you in
Wouldn't have missed one single moment
I would do it all over again
Chorus
'Coz I was loved
I was touched
And I learned what love is
And I learned what love is
I was blessed, so blessed
Coz I learned what love is
I learned what love is
From loving you
I held you, I held everything I ever dreamed of
With that first kiss from you
All this world seemed so right
But who was to see the way it would be
I'll never forget
The heaven we shared
And I'll thank God for every moment
Every moment that I had you there
Chorus
Some people search their whole lives
never find what i found in your eyes
Glad I got to get the chance to have you in my life
I won't be sad when I look back
Coz I was...
Chorus
Miley Cyrus - The Climb
I Can Almost See It
That Dream I Am Dreaming
But There's A Voice Inside My Head Saying
"You'll Never Reach It"
Every Step I'm Taking
Every Move I Make Feels
Lost With No Direction
My Faith Is Shaking
But I Gotta Keep Trying
Gotta Keep My Head Held High
There's Always Gonna Be Another Mountain
I'm Always Gonna Wanna Make It Move
Always Gonna Be A Uphill Battle
Sometimes I'm Gonna Have To Lose
Ain't About How Fast I Get There
Ain't About What's Waiting On The Other Side
It's The Climb
The Struggles I'm Facing
The Chances I'm Taking
Sometimes Might Knock Me Down
But No, I'm Not Breaking
I May Not Know It
But These Are The Moments That
I'm Gonna Remember Most, Yeah
Just Gotta Keep Going
And I, I Got To Be Strong
Just Keep Pushing On
'Cause There's Always Gonna Be Another Mountain
I'm Always Gonna Wanna Make It Move
Always Gonna Be A Uphill Battle
Sometimes I'm Gonna Have To Lose
Ain't About How Fast I Get There
Ain't About What's Waiting On The Other Side
It's The Climb, Yeah!
There's Always Gonna Be Another Mountain
I'm Always Gonna Wanna Make It Move
Always Gonna Be An Uphill Battle
Somebody's Gonna Have To Lose
Ain't About How Fast I Get There
Ain't About What's Waiting On The Other Side
It's The Climb, Yeah!
Keep On Moving, Keep Climbing
Keep The Faith, Baby
It's All About, It's All About The Climb
Keep The Faith, Keep Your Faith, Whoa
That Dream I Am Dreaming
But There's A Voice Inside My Head Saying
"You'll Never Reach It"
Every Step I'm Taking
Every Move I Make Feels
Lost With No Direction
My Faith Is Shaking
But I Gotta Keep Trying
Gotta Keep My Head Held High
There's Always Gonna Be Another Mountain
I'm Always Gonna Wanna Make It Move
Always Gonna Be A Uphill Battle
Sometimes I'm Gonna Have To Lose
Ain't About How Fast I Get There
Ain't About What's Waiting On The Other Side
It's The Climb
The Struggles I'm Facing
The Chances I'm Taking
Sometimes Might Knock Me Down
But No, I'm Not Breaking
I May Not Know It
But These Are The Moments That
I'm Gonna Remember Most, Yeah
Just Gotta Keep Going
And I, I Got To Be Strong
Just Keep Pushing On
'Cause There's Always Gonna Be Another Mountain
I'm Always Gonna Wanna Make It Move
Always Gonna Be A Uphill Battle
Sometimes I'm Gonna Have To Lose
Ain't About How Fast I Get There
Ain't About What's Waiting On The Other Side
It's The Climb, Yeah!
There's Always Gonna Be Another Mountain
I'm Always Gonna Wanna Make It Move
Always Gonna Be An Uphill Battle
Somebody's Gonna Have To Lose
Ain't About How Fast I Get There
Ain't About What's Waiting On The Other Side
It's The Climb, Yeah!
Keep On Moving, Keep Climbing
Keep The Faith, Baby
It's All About, It's All About The Climb
Keep The Faith, Keep Your Faith, Whoa
Friday, October 8, 2010
Written In The Stars
[Shane:]
Stay with me
Don't fall asleep too soon
The angels can wait for a moment
Come real close
Forget the world outside
Tonight we're alone
It's finally you and I
It wasn't meant to feel like this
Not without you
[All:]
Cos when I look at my life
How the pieces fall into place
It just wouldn't rhyme without you
When I see how my path
Seem to end up before your face
The state of my heart
The place where we are
Was written in the stars
[Bryan:]
Don't be afraid
I'll be right by your side
Through the laughter and pain
Together we're bound to fly
I wasn't meant to love like this
Not without you
[All:]
Cos when I look at my life
How the pieces fall into place
It just wouldn't rhyme without you
When I see how my path
Seem to end up before your face
The state of my heart
The place where we are
Was written in the stars
[Mark:]
I made a few mistakes, yeah
[Shane:]
Like sometimes we do
[Mark:]
Been through lot of heartache
But I made it back to you
[All:]
Cos when I look at my life
How the pieces fall into place
It just wouldn't rhyme without you
And when I see how my path
Seem to end up before your face
The state of my heart
The place where we are
Was written in the stars
[All:]
When I look at my life
How the pieces fall into place
It just wouldn't rhyme without you
When I see how my path
Seem to end up before your face
The state of my heart
The place where we are
Was written in the stars
[Shane:]
The state of my heart
The place where we are
Was written in the stars
Stay with me
Don't fall asleep too soon
The angels can wait for a moment
Come real close
Forget the world outside
Tonight we're alone
It's finally you and I
It wasn't meant to feel like this
Not without you
[All:]
Cos when I look at my life
How the pieces fall into place
It just wouldn't rhyme without you
When I see how my path
Seem to end up before your face
The state of my heart
The place where we are
Was written in the stars
[Bryan:]
Don't be afraid
I'll be right by your side
Through the laughter and pain
Together we're bound to fly
I wasn't meant to love like this
Not without you
[All:]
Cos when I look at my life
How the pieces fall into place
It just wouldn't rhyme without you
When I see how my path
Seem to end up before your face
The state of my heart
The place where we are
Was written in the stars
[Mark:]
I made a few mistakes, yeah
[Shane:]
Like sometimes we do
[Mark:]
Been through lot of heartache
But I made it back to you
[All:]
Cos when I look at my life
How the pieces fall into place
It just wouldn't rhyme without you
And when I see how my path
Seem to end up before your face
The state of my heart
The place where we are
Was written in the stars
[All:]
When I look at my life
How the pieces fall into place
It just wouldn't rhyme without you
When I see how my path
Seem to end up before your face
The state of my heart
The place where we are
Was written in the stars
[Shane:]
The state of my heart
The place where we are
Was written in the stars
CRY
I'll always remember
it was late afternoon
It lasted forever
But ended so soon
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed
Chorus
In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was there that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry
Verse 2
It was late in September
And I'd seen you before (and you were)
You were always the cold one
But I was never that sure
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed
Chorus
In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was there that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry
Bridge
I wanted to hold you
I wanted to make it go away
I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything
Alright
I'll always remember...
It was late afternoon......
in places no one will find
Chorus 2xs Out
In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was there that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry
I think i saw you cry
The moment i saw you cry
I wanted to know you
it was late afternoon
It lasted forever
But ended so soon
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed
Chorus
In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was there that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry
Verse 2
It was late in September
And I'd seen you before (and you were)
You were always the cold one
But I was never that sure
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed
Chorus
In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was there that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry
Bridge
I wanted to hold you
I wanted to make it go away
I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything
Alright
I'll always remember...
It was late afternoon......
in places no one will find
Chorus 2xs Out
In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was there that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry
I think i saw you cry
The moment i saw you cry
I wanted to know you
I Wanna Grow Old With You
Another day
Without your smile
Another day just passes by
But now I know
How much it means
For you to stay
Right here with me
The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you
A thousand miles between us now
It causes me to wonder how
Our love tonight remains so strong
It makes our risk right all along
The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you
Things can come and go I know but
Baby I believe
Something's burning strong between us
Makes it clear to me
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you
Without your smile
Another day just passes by
But now I know
How much it means
For you to stay
Right here with me
The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you
A thousand miles between us now
It causes me to wonder how
Our love tonight remains so strong
It makes our risk right all along
The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you
Things can come and go I know but
Baby I believe
Something's burning strong between us
Makes it clear to me
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you
One Last Cry
My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf,
I saw you holding hands
Standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone
Wishing all my feelings were gone
I give my best to you, nothing for me to do
But have one last cry, one last cry before i leave it all behind
I gotta put you outta my mind this time, been living a lie
I guess im down to my last cry...cry
I was here, you were there
I guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone
Wishing all my feelings were gone
Gotta get over you
Nothin' for me to do
But have one last cry, one last cry before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you outta my mind this time, been living a lie
I know i gotta be strong cause my life goes on and on and on and onnnnn
(Break)
Im gonna dry my eyes right after i have my
One last cry, one last cry before i leave it all behind
I gotta put you outta my mind for the very last time, been living a lie
I guess im down
I guess im down
I guess im down to my last cryyyyyyyyy
Are mending on the shelf,
I saw you holding hands
Standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone
Wishing all my feelings were gone
I give my best to you, nothing for me to do
But have one last cry, one last cry before i leave it all behind
I gotta put you outta my mind this time, been living a lie
I guess im down to my last cry...cry
I was here, you were there
I guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone
Wishing all my feelings were gone
Gotta get over you
Nothin' for me to do
But have one last cry, one last cry before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you outta my mind this time, been living a lie
I know i gotta be strong cause my life goes on and on and on and onnnnn
(Break)
Im gonna dry my eyes right after i have my
One last cry, one last cry before i leave it all behind
I gotta put you outta my mind for the very last time, been living a lie
I guess im down
I guess im down
I guess im down to my last cryyyyyyyyy
i finally found someone
Bryan: i finally found someone, who knocks me off my feet;
Bryan: i finally found the one who makes me feel complete...
Barbara: it started over coffee, we started out as friends;
Barbara: it's funny how from simple things; the best things begin...
Bryan: this time is different;
Barbara: la la la la
Bryan: it's all because of you!..
Bryan: it's better than it's ever been;
Together: cuz we can talk it through;
Barbara: my favorite line was "can i call you sometime?";
Barbara: it's all you had to say...
Together: to take my breath away...
Together: this is it!
Together: oh, i finally found someone; someone to share my life;
Together: i finally found the one - to be with every night;
Barbara: cause whatever i do
Bryan: it's just got to be you!
Together: my life has just begun, i finally found someone...
Bryan: did i keep you waiting?
Barbara: i didn't mind
Bryan: i apologize
Barbara: baby, that's fine
Bryan: i would wait forever
Together: just to know you were mine;
Bryan: ya know - i love your hair...
Barbara: are you sure it looks right?
Bryan: i love what you wear...
Barbara: isn't it too tight?
Bryan: you're exceptional!
Together: i can't wait for the rest of my life...
Together: oh this is it!
Together: i finally found someone; someone to share my life,
Together: i finally found the one; to be with every night...
Barbara: cause whatever i do
Bryan: it's just got to be you
Together: my life has just begun; i finally found someone...
Barbara: and whatever i do.
Bryan: it's just got to be you!
Barbara: my life has just begun...
Together: i finally found someone...
Bryan: i finally found the one who makes me feel complete...
Barbara: it started over coffee, we started out as friends;
Barbara: it's funny how from simple things; the best things begin...
Bryan: this time is different;
Barbara: la la la la
Bryan: it's all because of you!..
Bryan: it's better than it's ever been;
Together: cuz we can talk it through;
Barbara: my favorite line was "can i call you sometime?";
Barbara: it's all you had to say...
Together: to take my breath away...
Together: this is it!
Together: oh, i finally found someone; someone to share my life;
Together: i finally found the one - to be with every night;
Barbara: cause whatever i do
Bryan: it's just got to be you!
Together: my life has just begun, i finally found someone...
Bryan: did i keep you waiting?
Barbara: i didn't mind
Bryan: i apologize
Barbara: baby, that's fine
Bryan: i would wait forever
Together: just to know you were mine;
Bryan: ya know - i love your hair...
Barbara: are you sure it looks right?
Bryan: i love what you wear...
Barbara: isn't it too tight?
Bryan: you're exceptional!
Together: i can't wait for the rest of my life...
Together: oh this is it!
Together: i finally found someone; someone to share my life,
Together: i finally found the one; to be with every night...
Barbara: cause whatever i do
Bryan: it's just got to be you
Together: my life has just begun; i finally found someone...
Barbara: and whatever i do.
Bryan: it's just got to be you!
Barbara: my life has just begun...
Together: i finally found someone...
When you love someone
When you love someone - you'll do anything
You'll do all the crazy things that you can't explain
You'll shoot the moon - put out the sun
When you love someone
You'll deny the truth - believe a lie
There'll be times that you'll believe
you can really fly
But your lonely nights - have just begun
When you love someone
When you love someone - you'll feel it deep inside
And nothin' else can ever change your mind
When you want someone - when you need someone
When you love someone
When you love someone - you'll sacrifice
You'd give it everything you got and
you won't think twice
You'd risk it all - no matter what may come
When you love someone
You'll shoot the moon - put out the sun
When you love someone
You'll do all the crazy things that you can't explain
You'll shoot the moon - put out the sun
When you love someone
You'll deny the truth - believe a lie
There'll be times that you'll believe
you can really fly
But your lonely nights - have just begun
When you love someone
When you love someone - you'll feel it deep inside
And nothin' else can ever change your mind
When you want someone - when you need someone
When you love someone
When you love someone - you'll sacrifice
You'd give it everything you got and
you won't think twice
You'd risk it all - no matter what may come
When you love someone
You'll shoot the moon - put out the sun
When you love someone
Never Knew I Was Losing You
Mark:
I'm feeling so alone now tonight
Even though you're here by my side
Is there something on your mind
From the world you'd left behind
I'm feeling so alone now tonight
Even though you're here by my side
Is there something on your mind
From the world you'd left behind
I feel as if the loved shared before
Doesn't wanna be here no more
And if there's something on your mind
There's never been a better time
To tell me
Doesn't wanna be here no more
And if there's something on your mind
There's never been a better time
To tell me
Bryan:
Do you love me
Still wanting me
Like I need you, oh
Do you love me
Still wanting me
Like I need you, oh
Chorus (*)
All:
There came a crossing on the road
If only there were signs to show me
Which direction I should go
I live my life with no regrets
It hasn't caught up on me yet
But I never knew I was losing you
I was losing you ( x2 )
All:
There came a crossing on the road
If only there were signs to show me
Which direction I should go
I live my life with no regrets
It hasn't caught up on me yet
But I never knew I was losing you
I was losing you ( x2 )
Nicky:
I wonder as you walk through the door
Are you gonna hurt me some more
Never took you for the kind
Who would play up on my mind
I wonder as you walk through the door
Are you gonna hurt me some more
Never took you for the kind
Who would play up on my mind
Bryan:
Tell me what are you looking for
I can't play your games anymore
And when there's something on my mind
I will always find the time
To tell you
Tell me what are you looking for
I can't play your games anymore
And when there's something on my mind
I will always find the time
To tell you
I still love you
Still wanting you
How I need you, oh
Still wanting you
How I need you, oh
Chorus (*)
Bryan:
It's not for the first time
That someone else has hurt me
By faking it too long
Where did we go wrong, yeah
It's not for the first time
That someone else has hurt me
By faking it too long
Where did we go wrong, yeah
All:
There came a crossing on the road
If only there were signs to show me
Which direction I should go
I live my life with no regrets
It hasn't caught up on me yet
Well I never knew I was losing you
There came a crossing on the road
If only there were signs to show me
Which direction I should go
I live my life with no regrets
It hasn't caught up on me yet
Well I never knew I was losing you
There came a crossing on the road
If only there were signs to show me
Which direction I should go
I live my life with no regrets
It hasn't caught up on me yet
Well I never knew I was losing you
Losing you
If only there were signs to show me
Which direction I should go
I live my life with no regrets
It hasn't caught up on me yet
Well I never knew I was losing you
Losing you
CINTA...
CINTA......satu kata yg mengikat, membingungkan, dan sering kali menyakitkan hati dan perasaan....
selalu saja datang tanpa dikira2 dan pergi sesukanya...(kaya jelangkung aja...DATANG GA' DI JEMPUT,PULANG GA' DI ANTER...!!!)
Bagiku, cinta bisa menjadi sumber kekuatan yg tak terduga...membuat seseorang yg merasakan atau yg menantinya memiliki kekuatan dan kesabaran untuk menghadapi segala hal buruk yg sedang terjadi....
tetapi jangan salah juga..karena cinta bisa menjadi pembunuh yg sangat kejam...,ketika hati seseorang kecewa karenanya, maka saat itu juga, dia akan kehilangan semangat untuk bertahan....
sebenarnya, cinta itu adalah sesuatu yg sangat indah untuk di nikmati, tergantung bagaimana cara kita ''memperlakukan'' cinta itu sendiri dalam hidup kita....contohnya,saat kita menghargai cinta yg ada dalam hidup kita, maka kita akan menerima penghargaan yg sama dari cinta yg kita miliki, saat kita menerima cinta itu sebagaimana adanya, maka kita juga akan merasa diterima oleh cinta yg kita miliki...
Awal dari sebuah kisah cinta, seringkali lebih menyenangkan dari pada akhirnya...karena tidak semua kisah cinta bisa berakhir di pelaminan, ada juga sich yg berakhir di pelaminan, tapi tetep aja ujung2nya ke meja hijau, alias CERAI...!!!
kalau sudah begitu, dimana janji sehidup semati yg dulu dengan yakin mereka ucapkan???
akhir2 ini, aku sering sekali dipertemukan dengan pasangan muda-mudi yg sedang pacaran...huufff, dikit2 telpon/sms..nanya,udah makan? dah mandi? dah bobo? bahkan udah buang air besar pun di tanyain...wuuuiiii bener2 dech.....
selang beberapa saat kemudian aku ketemu nich ama pasangan yg udah menikah kira2 10bulan...dan perbedaannya tuch jauuuuuhhh banget, kalau waktu pacaran always di telp/sms, ehhh lain lagi kalau dah nikah..boro2 nanya dah makan apa belum, berangkat kerja aja ga' pamit, giliran isteri nanya lagi di mana, ehhh malah marah2...katanya,kenapa sih nelpon mulu? ga' ada kerjaan apa? aku sibuk, entar aja telponnya, GANGGU AJA..!!!...WOOOWWW...
sangat jelas terlihat perbedaan saat kita pacaran dan saat kita sudah menikah,,...dan perbedaannya adalah..cara kita memperlakukan cinta itu dalam hubungan kita, baik saat pacaran ataupun saat sudah menjadi suami istri....
mengapa kadar cinta yg kita pakai cenderung lebih besar saat kita masih pacaran? mengapa bukan sebaliknya? bukankah kita seharusnya bisa lebih saling mencintai ketika kita sudah dipersatukan dalam sebuah ikatan keluarga..?
mengapa cinta yg dulunya begitu besar saat masih pacaran, seolah2 hilang begitu saja hanya karena tanggung jawab yg kita jalani saat kita sudah bersama, i mean...kalau seorang pria mungkin sering merasa kesal pada isterinya hanya karena dia merasa cape menjalankan pekerjaan dan tanggung jawabnya sebagai kepala rumah tangga...., begitu pula wanita, dia mulai kehilangan cinta ketika dia merasa muak karena setiap hari harus melakukan pekerjaan rumah tangga...padahal kalau saja mereka sudah menyadari resiko dan tanggung jawab dalam hal menjalin sebuah keluarga, maka tanggung jawab itu tidak akan menjadi seperti sebuah beban dalam rumah tangga mereka, tetapi menjadi suatu berkat yg bisa mereka terima dan jalani atas dasar cinta yg memang dari awal sudah mereka miliki....
tapi namanya juga cinta, memang susah untuk di jelaskan, kalau bisa di jelaskan ma' itu bukan cinta namanya...
mmm...andai saja muda-mudi yg sedang kasmaran saat ini, bisa mengerti arti dan tujuan pacaran yg sesungguhnya, mungkin angka perceraian akan menurun drastis...hahahaha...
andai kan mereka bisa mengerti kalau tujuan pacaran itu untuk mencari pasangan hidup yg memiliki visi dan misi yg sejalan, dan kalau kita sudah siap untuk pacaran, itu berarti kita sudah siap dalam membangun sebuah rumah tangga yg tentunya memiliki tanggung jawab masing2 dari kedua belah pihak untuk nmenjalaninya dengan cinta, bukan sebaliknya menjadikan tanggung jawab itu sendiri sebagai suatu alasan untuk kehilangan rasa cinta terhadap pasangan kita...
yaa..kaya yg aku bilang tadi, cinta bisa jadi kekuatan yg besar dalam diri kita, tapi bisa juga menjadi pembunuh yg kejam, tergantung bagaimana cara kita memperlakukan cinta yg ada dalam hidup kita.....
ingatlah satu hal..:''JANGAN JADIKAN CINTA SEBAGAI TANGGUNG JAWAB, TETAPI JALANILAH TANGGUNG JAWAB DENGAN CINTA''....hehehehe...
By:THAN
selalu saja datang tanpa dikira2 dan pergi sesukanya...(kaya jelangkung aja...DATANG GA' DI JEMPUT,PULANG GA' DI ANTER...!!!)
Bagiku, cinta bisa menjadi sumber kekuatan yg tak terduga...membuat seseorang yg merasakan atau yg menantinya memiliki kekuatan dan kesabaran untuk menghadapi segala hal buruk yg sedang terjadi....
tetapi jangan salah juga..karena cinta bisa menjadi pembunuh yg sangat kejam...,ketika hati seseorang kecewa karenanya, maka saat itu juga, dia akan kehilangan semangat untuk bertahan....
sebenarnya, cinta itu adalah sesuatu yg sangat indah untuk di nikmati, tergantung bagaimana cara kita ''memperlakukan'' cinta itu sendiri dalam hidup kita....contohnya,saat kita menghargai cinta yg ada dalam hidup kita, maka kita akan menerima penghargaan yg sama dari cinta yg kita miliki, saat kita menerima cinta itu sebagaimana adanya, maka kita juga akan merasa diterima oleh cinta yg kita miliki...
Awal dari sebuah kisah cinta, seringkali lebih menyenangkan dari pada akhirnya...karena tidak semua kisah cinta bisa berakhir di pelaminan, ada juga sich yg berakhir di pelaminan, tapi tetep aja ujung2nya ke meja hijau, alias CERAI...!!!
kalau sudah begitu, dimana janji sehidup semati yg dulu dengan yakin mereka ucapkan???
akhir2 ini, aku sering sekali dipertemukan dengan pasangan muda-mudi yg sedang pacaran...huufff, dikit2 telpon/sms..nanya,udah makan? dah mandi? dah bobo? bahkan udah buang air besar pun di tanyain...wuuuiiii bener2 dech.....
selang beberapa saat kemudian aku ketemu nich ama pasangan yg udah menikah kira2 10bulan...dan perbedaannya tuch jauuuuuhhh banget, kalau waktu pacaran always di telp/sms, ehhh lain lagi kalau dah nikah..boro2 nanya dah makan apa belum, berangkat kerja aja ga' pamit, giliran isteri nanya lagi di mana, ehhh malah marah2...katanya,kenapa sih nelpon mulu? ga' ada kerjaan apa? aku sibuk, entar aja telponnya, GANGGU AJA..!!!...WOOOWWW...
sangat jelas terlihat perbedaan saat kita pacaran dan saat kita sudah menikah,,...dan perbedaannya adalah..cara kita memperlakukan cinta itu dalam hubungan kita, baik saat pacaran ataupun saat sudah menjadi suami istri....
mengapa kadar cinta yg kita pakai cenderung lebih besar saat kita masih pacaran? mengapa bukan sebaliknya? bukankah kita seharusnya bisa lebih saling mencintai ketika kita sudah dipersatukan dalam sebuah ikatan keluarga..?
mengapa cinta yg dulunya begitu besar saat masih pacaran, seolah2 hilang begitu saja hanya karena tanggung jawab yg kita jalani saat kita sudah bersama, i mean...kalau seorang pria mungkin sering merasa kesal pada isterinya hanya karena dia merasa cape menjalankan pekerjaan dan tanggung jawabnya sebagai kepala rumah tangga...., begitu pula wanita, dia mulai kehilangan cinta ketika dia merasa muak karena setiap hari harus melakukan pekerjaan rumah tangga...padahal kalau saja mereka sudah menyadari resiko dan tanggung jawab dalam hal menjalin sebuah keluarga, maka tanggung jawab itu tidak akan menjadi seperti sebuah beban dalam rumah tangga mereka, tetapi menjadi suatu berkat yg bisa mereka terima dan jalani atas dasar cinta yg memang dari awal sudah mereka miliki....
tapi namanya juga cinta, memang susah untuk di jelaskan, kalau bisa di jelaskan ma' itu bukan cinta namanya...
mmm...andai saja muda-mudi yg sedang kasmaran saat ini, bisa mengerti arti dan tujuan pacaran yg sesungguhnya, mungkin angka perceraian akan menurun drastis...hahahaha...
andai kan mereka bisa mengerti kalau tujuan pacaran itu untuk mencari pasangan hidup yg memiliki visi dan misi yg sejalan, dan kalau kita sudah siap untuk pacaran, itu berarti kita sudah siap dalam membangun sebuah rumah tangga yg tentunya memiliki tanggung jawab masing2 dari kedua belah pihak untuk nmenjalaninya dengan cinta, bukan sebaliknya menjadikan tanggung jawab itu sendiri sebagai suatu alasan untuk kehilangan rasa cinta terhadap pasangan kita...
yaa..kaya yg aku bilang tadi, cinta bisa jadi kekuatan yg besar dalam diri kita, tapi bisa juga menjadi pembunuh yg kejam, tergantung bagaimana cara kita memperlakukan cinta yg ada dalam hidup kita.....
ingatlah satu hal..:''JANGAN JADIKAN CINTA SEBAGAI TANGGUNG JAWAB, TETAPI JALANILAH TANGGUNG JAWAB DENGAN CINTA''....hehehehe...
By:THAN
Kekuatan cinta..
Mataku basah karna penantian,..
Ragaku gelisah karna kerinduan,..
Jiwaku terluka karna cinta,..
Hatiku hancur karna kecewa..
Aku hanya ingin dicintai,bukan mencintai,
Ada dan tiada cinta bagiku tak mengapa..
Karena cinta yg aku miliki,membuatku kuat untuk berdiri dan menanti.....By:THAN.
Ragaku gelisah karna kerinduan,..
Jiwaku terluka karna cinta,..
Hatiku hancur karna kecewa..
Aku hanya ingin dicintai,bukan mencintai,
Ada dan tiada cinta bagiku tak mengapa..
Karena cinta yg aku miliki,membuatku kuat untuk berdiri dan menanti.....By:THAN.
Untuk Kekasihku..!!!
Melangkahlah dengan tenang, kuatkanlah hatimu...
bukan untukku tapi untuk dirimu sendiri dan masa depanmu...
Bencilah aku,dan jangan mencintaiku lagi,
biarkanlah kebencianmu padaku membuatmu kuat untuk menghadapi semuanya,karna aku tau,
di balik semua senyum dan ketegaranmu, yg kau tunjukan padaku,
tersembunyi kerapuhan dan kelemahan hatimu....
Jangan cintai aku terlalu dalam, tapi bencilah aku sedalam kau mencintaiku,
karna aku tak pantas untukmu, kau pantas mendapatkan yg terbaik dalam hidupmu....
lupakanlah semua yg pernah terjadi antara kita...biarlah semua menjadi tugu di lintas kenangan hidup kita....
Tolong benci aku, karna itu lebih baik untukku....
aku tak mampu menerima cintamu yg begitu besar untukku....
aku tau...,kau mampu menerima semua kekuranganku,
tapi..akulah yg tak pernah mampu dan bisa menerima keadaan dan kekuranganku.
Maafkan aku karna tak mampu membalas cintamu yg begitu besar untukku....
Tapi..inilah yg terbaik untuk kita berdua. mampukan dirimu untuk membenciku,
karna aku tak pernah mampu untuk membencimu...
jangan pernah menangis lagi untukku, tapi teruslah tersenyum,
karna hanya senyummulah yg menguatkanku hingga kini....
Maafkanlah karna aku tidak pernah benar benar menjadi seseorang yg sempurna di hadapanmu...
semoga kau bahagia, saat aku tak di sisimu lagi.. fr someone...by:THAN
bukan untukku tapi untuk dirimu sendiri dan masa depanmu...
Bencilah aku,dan jangan mencintaiku lagi,
biarkanlah kebencianmu padaku membuatmu kuat untuk menghadapi semuanya,karna aku tau,
di balik semua senyum dan ketegaranmu, yg kau tunjukan padaku,
tersembunyi kerapuhan dan kelemahan hatimu....
Jangan cintai aku terlalu dalam, tapi bencilah aku sedalam kau mencintaiku,
karna aku tak pantas untukmu, kau pantas mendapatkan yg terbaik dalam hidupmu....
lupakanlah semua yg pernah terjadi antara kita...biarlah semua menjadi tugu di lintas kenangan hidup kita....
Tolong benci aku, karna itu lebih baik untukku....
aku tak mampu menerima cintamu yg begitu besar untukku....
aku tau...,kau mampu menerima semua kekuranganku,
tapi..akulah yg tak pernah mampu dan bisa menerima keadaan dan kekuranganku.
Maafkan aku karna tak mampu membalas cintamu yg begitu besar untukku....
Tapi..inilah yg terbaik untuk kita berdua. mampukan dirimu untuk membenciku,
karna aku tak pernah mampu untuk membencimu...
jangan pernah menangis lagi untukku, tapi teruslah tersenyum,
karna hanya senyummulah yg menguatkanku hingga kini....
Maafkanlah karna aku tidak pernah benar benar menjadi seseorang yg sempurna di hadapanmu...
semoga kau bahagia, saat aku tak di sisimu lagi.. fr someone...by:THAN
Learn to let go....
Ketika kau mencintai seseorang,kau harus belajar untuk melepaskannya,
karna tidak semua orang yg saling mencintai bisa terus bersama,
sebab keharusan dari cinta bukanlah memiliki,
melainkan memberi tanpa harus menerima,
karena,jika semua yg sudah kau lakukan untuk cinta mengharapkan balasan,
itu bukanlah cinta,melainkan hanyalah sebuah keharusan semata.....By:THAN.
karna tidak semua orang yg saling mencintai bisa terus bersama,
sebab keharusan dari cinta bukanlah memiliki,
melainkan memberi tanpa harus menerima,
karena,jika semua yg sudah kau lakukan untuk cinta mengharapkan balasan,
itu bukanlah cinta,melainkan hanyalah sebuah keharusan semata.....By:THAN.
Make a wish..
Penantian tanpa akhir,menanti yg tak tergapai....
menghabiskan waktu menatap bintang di langit,
Menunggu salah satu dari berjuta-juta bintang itu jatuh,
untukku dapat mengucapkan,satu mimpiku,
Mimpi yg sangat aku harapkan menjadi nyata,
dimana dia yg aku nantikan,hadir di hadapanku. by:THAN*
menghabiskan waktu menatap bintang di langit,
Menunggu salah satu dari berjuta-juta bintang itu jatuh,
untukku dapat mengucapkan,satu mimpiku,
Mimpi yg sangat aku harapkan menjadi nyata,
dimana dia yg aku nantikan,hadir di hadapanku. by:THAN*
KESENDIRIANKU...
Aku masih berada di bumi ini, tapi merasa tak ada....
Aku memiliki kakiku untuk berpijak,tapi kakiku tak dapat berpijak....
Aku merasa memiliki,yg tak pernah kumiliki....
Aku memiliki semuanya,tapi merasa tak mempunyai apapun.....
Satu-satunya yg kuyakini milikku,ialah...
kesendirianku....By:THAN.
Aku memiliki kakiku untuk berpijak,tapi kakiku tak dapat berpijak....
Aku merasa memiliki,yg tak pernah kumiliki....
Aku memiliki semuanya,tapi merasa tak mempunyai apapun.....
Satu-satunya yg kuyakini milikku,ialah...
kesendirianku....By:THAN.
PENANTIAN...
Hari berganti hari...
semua kulalui dengan merajut sepi...
hati terus bertanya, kapankah engkaukan datang?
tapi...disaat aku sadari, ternyata kau t'lah jauh pergi...
dan disaat aku sesali, ternyata kau bukan milikku lagi...
penantianku selama ini, ternyata hanya untuk terluka...
yg tersisa dari kenanganmu adalah luka..
dan kau pergi dengan membawa seluruh cintaku..By:THAN.
semua kulalui dengan merajut sepi...
hati terus bertanya, kapankah engkaukan datang?
tapi...disaat aku sadari, ternyata kau t'lah jauh pergi...
dan disaat aku sesali, ternyata kau bukan milikku lagi...
penantianku selama ini, ternyata hanya untuk terluka...
yg tersisa dari kenanganmu adalah luka..
dan kau pergi dengan membawa seluruh cintaku..By:THAN.
Don't get me WRONG!!!
Pusing....pusing....pusing..!!!
manusia manusia itu benar benar memusingkan aku, aku heran..sebenarnya, apa sich yg mereka makan setiap hari???
sehingga otak mereka tidak bisa berkembang dengan baik, dan membuat mereka lemah untuk berpikir, bahkan tidak jarang pemikiran mereka selalu salah.....
aku heran.....bagaimana mungkin, orang orang seperti itu, dapat mampu hidup dan bertahan dalam pergaulan zaman ini???
Aaaargh....AKU BENCi...Ci..Ci..Ci..kenapa sich, mudah sekali bagi mereka menyalahkan aku, untuk hal apapun yg mereka permasalahkan???
aku merasa seperti sebuah jawaban yg salah, dalam selembar kertas ujian, yg selalu diberi tanda X..
aku selalu dijadikan kambing hitam dalam setiap masalah yg terjadi....
AKU 'GA TRIMA..!!!...enak aja..aku di jadiin kambing.., item lagi.., kenapa bukan bebek putih, ayam putih, burung putih, kalau perlu ular putih juga 'ga masalah, kan lebih terkenal di banding kambing hitam, huu..udah mandinya jarang., hitam pula, bener bener 'ga elit...
aku harap TUHAN mau membuka hati dan pikiran KABOTER KABOTER TUYUL itu, agar mereka bisa berpikir seperti manusia dewasa yg normal...i hope so...!!! by:THAN
manusia manusia itu benar benar memusingkan aku, aku heran..sebenarnya, apa sich yg mereka makan setiap hari???
sehingga otak mereka tidak bisa berkembang dengan baik, dan membuat mereka lemah untuk berpikir, bahkan tidak jarang pemikiran mereka selalu salah.....
aku heran.....bagaimana mungkin, orang orang seperti itu, dapat mampu hidup dan bertahan dalam pergaulan zaman ini???
Aaaargh....AKU BENCi...Ci..Ci..Ci..kenapa sich, mudah sekali bagi mereka menyalahkan aku, untuk hal apapun yg mereka permasalahkan???
aku merasa seperti sebuah jawaban yg salah, dalam selembar kertas ujian, yg selalu diberi tanda X..
aku selalu dijadikan kambing hitam dalam setiap masalah yg terjadi....
AKU 'GA TRIMA..!!!...enak aja..aku di jadiin kambing.., item lagi.., kenapa bukan bebek putih, ayam putih, burung putih, kalau perlu ular putih juga 'ga masalah, kan lebih terkenal di banding kambing hitam, huu..udah mandinya jarang., hitam pula, bener bener 'ga elit...
aku harap TUHAN mau membuka hati dan pikiran KABOTER KABOTER TUYUL itu, agar mereka bisa berpikir seperti manusia dewasa yg normal...i hope so...!!! by:THAN
Don't give up...!!!
Jangan skarang....pokonxa 'ga boleh skarang...!!!
GOD...di mana lagi aku bisa meminjam kesabaran dan kekuatan untuk aku pakai menghadapi semua ini? punyaku sudah habis, bahkan cadangan kesabaranku sudah aku habiskan semuanya...
aku harus bagaimana skarang? aku sudah tidak punya alasan lagi untuk maju, tapi...aku juga tidak mau berhenti, tidak skarang TUHAN....
tidak setelah semua penderitaan yg aku terima, kalaupun harus berhenti, kenapa tidak dari dulu?
dimana penderitaan seperti udara yg harus aku hirup setiap hari, yg membuat aku hidup, tapi dengan rasa sakit yg luar biasa...
dan untuk keluar dari penderitaan itu, aku membutuhkan waktu 20tahun agar bisa mendapatkan hidup yg jauh lebih baik seperti skarang, dan itu bukan waktu yg singkat untuk aku lupakan dan siasiakan, hanya untuk menyerah dan berhenti mencoba.
kalo ada yg bilang, bersakit sakit dahulu, senang kemudian, itu artinya, kalau aku sudah merasakan sakitnya, berarti aku tinggal menunggu senangnya saja...
jadi, kalau aku berhenti sekarang sebelum mendapatkan kesenangan, rasanya terlalu rugi buatku...
mungkin, kebahagiaan itu belum bisa aku rasakan sekarang, mungkin juga perjalanan yg harus aku tempuh untuk mendapatkannya masih panjang dan membutuhkan waktu yg panjang juga..
tapi aku yakin, aku pasti mendapatkannya, karna itu memang sudah menjadi hakku...
karna aku tau, TUHAN tidak akan membawaku sejauh ini, kalau hanya untuk dibiarkanNYA,
aku tau DIA punya sesuatu yg besar untukku, sebuah hadiah yg akan membuat aku mensyukuri dan menertawakan apa yg aku tangisi skarang..
dan sebelum itu terjadi, aku harus membiarkan penderitaan ini menghancurkan semua yg ada padaku skarang, karna aku tau...yg di hancurkannya, hanyalah sesuatu yg sia sia dan tidak berharga, di bandingkan dengan apa yg akan aku terima nanti.karna itu, aku tidak boleh, tidak mau, dan tidak akan menyerah skarang.... by;THAN
GOD...di mana lagi aku bisa meminjam kesabaran dan kekuatan untuk aku pakai menghadapi semua ini? punyaku sudah habis, bahkan cadangan kesabaranku sudah aku habiskan semuanya...
aku harus bagaimana skarang? aku sudah tidak punya alasan lagi untuk maju, tapi...aku juga tidak mau berhenti, tidak skarang TUHAN....
tidak setelah semua penderitaan yg aku terima, kalaupun harus berhenti, kenapa tidak dari dulu?
dimana penderitaan seperti udara yg harus aku hirup setiap hari, yg membuat aku hidup, tapi dengan rasa sakit yg luar biasa...
dan untuk keluar dari penderitaan itu, aku membutuhkan waktu 20tahun agar bisa mendapatkan hidup yg jauh lebih baik seperti skarang, dan itu bukan waktu yg singkat untuk aku lupakan dan siasiakan, hanya untuk menyerah dan berhenti mencoba.
kalo ada yg bilang, bersakit sakit dahulu, senang kemudian, itu artinya, kalau aku sudah merasakan sakitnya, berarti aku tinggal menunggu senangnya saja...
jadi, kalau aku berhenti sekarang sebelum mendapatkan kesenangan, rasanya terlalu rugi buatku...
mungkin, kebahagiaan itu belum bisa aku rasakan sekarang, mungkin juga perjalanan yg harus aku tempuh untuk mendapatkannya masih panjang dan membutuhkan waktu yg panjang juga..
tapi aku yakin, aku pasti mendapatkannya, karna itu memang sudah menjadi hakku...
karna aku tau, TUHAN tidak akan membawaku sejauh ini, kalau hanya untuk dibiarkanNYA,
aku tau DIA punya sesuatu yg besar untukku, sebuah hadiah yg akan membuat aku mensyukuri dan menertawakan apa yg aku tangisi skarang..
dan sebelum itu terjadi, aku harus membiarkan penderitaan ini menghancurkan semua yg ada padaku skarang, karna aku tau...yg di hancurkannya, hanyalah sesuatu yg sia sia dan tidak berharga, di bandingkan dengan apa yg akan aku terima nanti.karna itu, aku tidak boleh, tidak mau, dan tidak akan menyerah skarang.... by;THAN
A cry...
Hari ini,banyak hal yg aku pahami tentang hidup saat menghadiri pemakaman opa...
jujur..aku paling tidak suka suasana berduka, kesannya gelap, suram, yg ada hanya air mata..
dan rasa kehilangan yg sangat dalam..
sejak sampai dirumah duka, air mataku tak pernah mau berhenti, mengalir dengan deras, sampai2 aku kehilangan tenaga dan lemas...
dalam hati aku terus bertanya...kenapa skarang TUHAN?kenapa tidak tunggu sampai aku menjadi seseorang yg bisa membahagiakan opa secara totaly..??
perasan tidak terima terus berkecamuk dalam dada...sampai tiba di akhir acara, anaknya membacakan surat terakhir yg sempat opa tulis, sebelum besoknya dia meninggal...
isi suratnya simple(opa seolah2 tahu kalo dia akan pergi untuk selamanya), cuman sebuah ayat di alkitab..lebih tepatnya di Yohanes 14:18-21..''Aku tidak akan meninggalkan kamu sebagai yatim piatu, Aku datang kembali kepadamu.tinggal sesaat lagi dan dunia tidak akan melihat Aku lagi, tetapi kamu melihat aku, sebab aku hidup dan kamupun akan hidup, pada waktu itulah kamu akan tahu, bahwa Aku didalam Bapaku dan kamu didalam Aku dan Aku di dalam kamu.barang siapa memegang perintahKu dan melakukannya, dialah yg mengasihi Aku, dan barang siapa mengasihi Aku, ia akan dikasihi oleh BapaKu, dan Akupun akan mengasihi dia dan akan menyatakan diriKu kepadanya..''
saat mendengar ayat itu aku nangis, tapi bukan lagi tangis penyesalan karna kepergiannya, tapi tangis bahagia untuk berbesar hati melepaskan kepergiannya,..aku seolah2 menyadari satu hal,
maybe GOD send u to me, because im sick...
dan skarang ketika aku sudah benar2 sembuh, BAPA memanggil opa pulang,
seakan2 opa dipakai TUHAN untuk menjaga, menyembuhkan, merawat, dan menguatkanku dimasa2 sakitku...kata2nya yg selalu buat aku bisa semangat lagi...
and now i know...segala sesuatu ada waktunya...yaa..seperti kata2 opa dulu padaku..''mungkin sekarang kau menangis, tapi ingatlah suatu hari nanti kau pasti tersenyum bahagia..'', mungkin skarang aku menangis karena kepergiannya, tapi someday...aku pasti tersenyum bahagia saat aku berkumpul kembali dengannya bersama BAPA di sorga...amiiiin...one sweat day...By:THAN
jujur..aku paling tidak suka suasana berduka, kesannya gelap, suram, yg ada hanya air mata..
dan rasa kehilangan yg sangat dalam..
sejak sampai dirumah duka, air mataku tak pernah mau berhenti, mengalir dengan deras, sampai2 aku kehilangan tenaga dan lemas...
dalam hati aku terus bertanya...kenapa skarang TUHAN?kenapa tidak tunggu sampai aku menjadi seseorang yg bisa membahagiakan opa secara totaly..??
perasan tidak terima terus berkecamuk dalam dada...sampai tiba di akhir acara, anaknya membacakan surat terakhir yg sempat opa tulis, sebelum besoknya dia meninggal...
isi suratnya simple(opa seolah2 tahu kalo dia akan pergi untuk selamanya), cuman sebuah ayat di alkitab..lebih tepatnya di Yohanes 14:18-21..''Aku tidak akan meninggalkan kamu sebagai yatim piatu, Aku datang kembali kepadamu.tinggal sesaat lagi dan dunia tidak akan melihat Aku lagi, tetapi kamu melihat aku, sebab aku hidup dan kamupun akan hidup, pada waktu itulah kamu akan tahu, bahwa Aku didalam Bapaku dan kamu didalam Aku dan Aku di dalam kamu.barang siapa memegang perintahKu dan melakukannya, dialah yg mengasihi Aku, dan barang siapa mengasihi Aku, ia akan dikasihi oleh BapaKu, dan Akupun akan mengasihi dia dan akan menyatakan diriKu kepadanya..''
saat mendengar ayat itu aku nangis, tapi bukan lagi tangis penyesalan karna kepergiannya, tapi tangis bahagia untuk berbesar hati melepaskan kepergiannya,..aku seolah2 menyadari satu hal,
maybe GOD send u to me, because im sick...
dan skarang ketika aku sudah benar2 sembuh, BAPA memanggil opa pulang,
seakan2 opa dipakai TUHAN untuk menjaga, menyembuhkan, merawat, dan menguatkanku dimasa2 sakitku...kata2nya yg selalu buat aku bisa semangat lagi...
and now i know...segala sesuatu ada waktunya...yaa..seperti kata2 opa dulu padaku..''mungkin sekarang kau menangis, tapi ingatlah suatu hari nanti kau pasti tersenyum bahagia..'', mungkin skarang aku menangis karena kepergiannya, tapi someday...aku pasti tersenyum bahagia saat aku berkumpul kembali dengannya bersama BAPA di sorga...amiiiin...one sweat day...By:THAN
Melepasmu...
Semakin aku menyayangimu,semakin ingin aku melepasmu...
perasaanku bertarung hebat dalam dada...
keinginan untuk bersamamu,atau melepas untuk kebaikanmu..??
andaikan aku lebih berani untuk melangkah bersamamu,
mengalahkan luka yg ada,dan bersama menghadapi dunia..tapi aku tak bisa...
semua bukan karna dirimu,tapi inilah wujud rasa sayangku padamu...
karna bagiku,cinta adalah memberi yg terbaik,
dan aku tau,aku bukan yg terbaik untukmu...By;THAN
perasaanku bertarung hebat dalam dada...
keinginan untuk bersamamu,atau melepas untuk kebaikanmu..??
andaikan aku lebih berani untuk melangkah bersamamu,
mengalahkan luka yg ada,dan bersama menghadapi dunia..tapi aku tak bisa...
semua bukan karna dirimu,tapi inilah wujud rasa sayangku padamu...
karna bagiku,cinta adalah memberi yg terbaik,
dan aku tau,aku bukan yg terbaik untukmu...By;THAN
My life in july....
Entah apa yg sudah terjadi padaku sebulan terakhir ini..???,
padahal saat menapaki awal bulan juli ini im so happy...,ada banyak hal yg mmbuat aq begitu tenggelam dalam perasaan bahagia,
pertama:world cup.(Secara aq pegang spanyol,hehe)aq seneng banget waktu akhirnya spanyol menjuarai piala dunia.
kedua:aq punya kesempatan bertemu lagi dengan orang yg udah banyak bantu aq selama proses kesembuhan aq,(dalam pertemuan itu,aq seperti diingatkan lagi akan pekerjaan TUHAN yg luar biasa dalam hidup aq,yaa..kesembuhanku.).
ketiga:ada seseorang yg hadir dalam kehidupanku,yg membuatku merasa kalo aq punya kesempatan untuk bahagia,yg mengajarkanku banyak hal dalam pengenalanku akan pribadi BABE,yg memang belum bisa aq pahami di dalam ketidak tahuanku,
yg mengajarkanku untuk punya mimpi dan berusaha sekuat tenaga untuk mengejar setiap mimpi yg aq punya,yg membuatku merasa bahagia sebagai seorang wanita,
tapiii...bodohnya,aq malah melepasnya..dengan alasan kalo dia tidak mungkin bahagia denganku.ya..ya..ya..alasan yg bodoh memang(bahkan aq mulai menyesalinya),tapi itulah aq..menyayangi seseorang dengan cara yg berbeda,aq bukan wanita pengusung ''kalo cinta,harus memiliki'',aq juga bukan KD yg dengan berani memperjuangkan cintanya di atas penderitaan orang lain,no..no..no,im not like that!!,bagiku lebih baik aq yg sakit,dari pada aq harus melukai orang yg aq sayang,huuff..menyakitkan memang,
and now..i mizz some1 call me NON..,
keempat:hal lain yg membuat aq bahagia adalah,perjalananku ke gorontalo yg sangat menyenangkan,cos ini perjalanan pertamaku tanpa bonyok(meskipun masih ada om yg nemenin)tapi tetep aja bikin aq happy,coz bonyok udah bisa percayain aq ama DIA spenuhnya,menyenangkaaaan skali d,ini jadi pengalaman pertamaku..,
kelima:aq sakit..huff..dampak dari perjalananku ke gorontalo adalah,aq sakit,punggung aq rasanya mau copot tulang''nya,pokonya ga' enak banget,mana jempol kaki aq kesandung guling,yg bikin jempol aq berwarna biru keungu''an getoh..,SAKIT buanget...
and,the last thing yg terjadi padaku adalah...HP kesayanganku,hadiah ultah dari kakaku,yg bahkan belum setahun aq pake,ee..malah rusak...bikin aq malu gara'' salah qrim sms trus, mana dompet kosong,dana kucuran dari kk udah dibatasi...huuuaaaa...apes banget d hidup aq...tapi,sudahlah apapun yg terjadi,aq akan tetap mengucap syukur kepada BAPA didalam nama TUHAN YESUS,untuk semua yg terjadi dalam hidup aq sepanjang bulan ini...than...CEMANGAAAAAATTTTT:....By:THAN.
padahal saat menapaki awal bulan juli ini im so happy...,ada banyak hal yg mmbuat aq begitu tenggelam dalam perasaan bahagia,
pertama:world cup.(Secara aq pegang spanyol,hehe)aq seneng banget waktu akhirnya spanyol menjuarai piala dunia.
kedua:aq punya kesempatan bertemu lagi dengan orang yg udah banyak bantu aq selama proses kesembuhan aq,(dalam pertemuan itu,aq seperti diingatkan lagi akan pekerjaan TUHAN yg luar biasa dalam hidup aq,yaa..kesembuhanku.).
ketiga:ada seseorang yg hadir dalam kehidupanku,yg membuatku merasa kalo aq punya kesempatan untuk bahagia,yg mengajarkanku banyak hal dalam pengenalanku akan pribadi BABE,yg memang belum bisa aq pahami di dalam ketidak tahuanku,
yg mengajarkanku untuk punya mimpi dan berusaha sekuat tenaga untuk mengejar setiap mimpi yg aq punya,yg membuatku merasa bahagia sebagai seorang wanita,
tapiii...bodohnya,aq malah melepasnya..dengan alasan kalo dia tidak mungkin bahagia denganku.ya..ya..ya..alasan yg bodoh memang(bahkan aq mulai menyesalinya),tapi itulah aq..menyayangi seseorang dengan cara yg berbeda,aq bukan wanita pengusung ''kalo cinta,harus memiliki'',aq juga bukan KD yg dengan berani memperjuangkan cintanya di atas penderitaan orang lain,no..no..no,im not like that!!,bagiku lebih baik aq yg sakit,dari pada aq harus melukai orang yg aq sayang,huuff..menyakitkan memang,
and now..i mizz some1 call me NON..,
keempat:hal lain yg membuat aq bahagia adalah,perjalananku ke gorontalo yg sangat menyenangkan,cos ini perjalanan pertamaku tanpa bonyok(meskipun masih ada om yg nemenin)tapi tetep aja bikin aq happy,coz bonyok udah bisa percayain aq ama DIA spenuhnya,menyenangkaaaan skali d,ini jadi pengalaman pertamaku..,
kelima:aq sakit..huff..dampak dari perjalananku ke gorontalo adalah,aq sakit,punggung aq rasanya mau copot tulang''nya,pokonya ga' enak banget,mana jempol kaki aq kesandung guling,yg bikin jempol aq berwarna biru keungu''an getoh..,SAKIT buanget...
and,the last thing yg terjadi padaku adalah...HP kesayanganku,hadiah ultah dari kakaku,yg bahkan belum setahun aq pake,ee..malah rusak...bikin aq malu gara'' salah qrim sms trus, mana dompet kosong,dana kucuran dari kk udah dibatasi...huuuaaaa...apes banget d hidup aq...tapi,sudahlah apapun yg terjadi,aq akan tetap mengucap syukur kepada BAPA didalam nama TUHAN YESUS,untuk semua yg terjadi dalam hidup aq sepanjang bulan ini...than...CEMANGAAAAAATTTTT:....By:THAN.
Please remember ....
Time, sometimes the time just slips away
And your left with yesterday
Left with the memories
I, I’ll always think of you and smile
And be happy for the time
I had you with me
Though we go our seperate ways
I won’t forget so don’t forget
The memories we made
Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
While we were wild and free
Please remember, please remember me
Goodbye, there’s just no sadder word to say
And it’s sad to walk away
With just the memories
Who’s to know what might have been
We’ll leave behind a life and time
We’ll never know again
Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
And remember, please remember me
Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
While we were wild and free
Then remember, please remember me
And how we laugh and how we smile
And how this world was yours and mine
And how a dream was out of reach
I stood by you, you stood by me
We took each day and made it shine
We wrote our names across the sky
We ride so fast, we ride so free
I had you and you had me
Please remember, please remember
And your left with yesterday
Left with the memories
I, I’ll always think of you and smile
And be happy for the time
I had you with me
Though we go our seperate ways
I won’t forget so don’t forget
The memories we made
Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
While we were wild and free
Please remember, please remember me
Goodbye, there’s just no sadder word to say
And it’s sad to walk away
With just the memories
Who’s to know what might have been
We’ll leave behind a life and time
We’ll never know again
Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
And remember, please remember me
Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
While we were wild and free
Then remember, please remember me
And how we laugh and how we smile
And how this world was yours and mine
And how a dream was out of reach
I stood by you, you stood by me
We took each day and made it shine
We wrote our names across the sky
We ride so fast, we ride so free
I had you and you had me
Please remember, please remember
"When A Woman Loves A Man"
When the stars are in her eyes
And the sun is in her smile
The only moment in a life
That happens the same time
Is when a woman loves a man
She'll be a mother and a child
Sacrifice her days and nights
And no other will exsist
She'll put her life in every kiss
When a woman loves a man
And you'll be amazed at when you're stumbling
She'll fight for you
And won't let you give in
She'll do all that she can
When a woman loves a man
A soothing breeze always blows
Somebody understands another soul
It's like the planets have aligned
Every sentence has a rhyme
When a woman loves a man
Oh, you'll be amazed how when
You're needing it
She'll fight for you
From the begining to the end
And she'll do all that she can
When a woman loves a man
It's the greatest gift of all
Knowing tht unconditionally
She'll catch you when you fall
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Oooohh, yeah
When a woman loves a man
When the stars are in her eyes
And the sun is in her smile
She'll be a mother and a child
But all at the same time
When a woman loves a man
She'll be your air,
She'll bring you life
She'll make me sacrifice
When a woman loves a man
And the sun is in her smile
The only moment in a life
That happens the same time
Is when a woman loves a man
She'll be a mother and a child
Sacrifice her days and nights
And no other will exsist
She'll put her life in every kiss
When a woman loves a man
And you'll be amazed at when you're stumbling
She'll fight for you
And won't let you give in
She'll do all that she can
When a woman loves a man
A soothing breeze always blows
Somebody understands another soul
It's like the planets have aligned
Every sentence has a rhyme
When a woman loves a man
Oh, you'll be amazed how when
You're needing it
She'll fight for you
From the begining to the end
And she'll do all that she can
When a woman loves a man
It's the greatest gift of all
Knowing tht unconditionally
She'll catch you when you fall
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Oooohh, yeah
When a woman loves a man
When the stars are in her eyes
And the sun is in her smile
She'll be a mother and a child
But all at the same time
When a woman loves a man
She'll be your air,
She'll bring you life
She'll make me sacrifice
When a woman loves a man
"Love Can Build A Bridge"
I'd gladly walk across the desert
With no shoes upon my feet
To share with you the last bite of bread I had to eat
I would swim back to save you
In your sea of broken dreams
When all your hopes are sinking
Let me show you what love means
Love can build a Bridge
Between your heart and mine
Love can build a Bridge
Don't you think it's time?
Don't you think it's time?
I would whisper love so loudly
Every heart could understand
That love and only love
Can join the tribes of man
I would give my heart's desire
So that you might see
The first step is to realize
That it all begins with you and me
Love can build a Bridge
Between your heart and mine
Love can build a Bridge
Don't you think it's time?
Oh, don't you think it's time?
When we stand together
It's our finest hour
We can do anything, anything
Anything, anything
Keep believin' in the power
Love can build a Bridge
Between your heart and mine
Love can build a Bridge
Don't you think it's time?
Don't you think it's time?
With no shoes upon my feet
To share with you the last bite of bread I had to eat
I would swim back to save you
In your sea of broken dreams
When all your hopes are sinking
Let me show you what love means
Love can build a Bridge
Between your heart and mine
Love can build a Bridge
Don't you think it's time?
Don't you think it's time?
I would whisper love so loudly
Every heart could understand
That love and only love
Can join the tribes of man
I would give my heart's desire
So that you might see
The first step is to realize
That it all begins with you and me
Love can build a Bridge
Between your heart and mine
Love can build a Bridge
Don't you think it's time?
Oh, don't you think it's time?
When we stand together
It's our finest hour
We can do anything, anything
Anything, anything
Keep believin' in the power
Love can build a Bridge
Between your heart and mine
Love can build a Bridge
Don't you think it's time?
Don't you think it's time?
"That's Where You Find Love"
in your eyes, I found the greatest prize
You and I could not be closer
And in your arms, is everything I want
Now I know my search is over
And I don't know where you take me
But it's exactly where I wanna be
[Chorus:]
It's where the stars line up
It's where the ocean's touch
It's in a place you've never been that feels like home
It's in the air right now
It's when you give your all, and give a little more
I've never been so sure, that's where you find love
People pass, and listen to us laugh
Wishing that they had the same thing
And our friends they ask, how we made it last
I just smile and say the same thing
I'm not sure how we got here
Baby I'm just glad that we got here
[Chorus:]
It's where the stars line up
It's where the ocean's touch
It's in a place you've never been that feels like home
It's in the air right now
It's when you give your all, and give a little more
I've never been so sure, that's where you find love
That's where you find love
It's where the stars line up
It's where the ocean's touch
It's in a place you've never been that feels like home
It's in the air right now
It's when you give your all, and give a little more
I've never been this sure, that's where you find love
Find love
That's where you find love
You and I could not be closer
And in your arms, is everything I want
Now I know my search is over
And I don't know where you take me
But it's exactly where I wanna be
[Chorus:]
It's where the stars line up
It's where the ocean's touch
It's in a place you've never been that feels like home
It's in the air right now
It's when you give your all, and give a little more
I've never been so sure, that's where you find love
People pass, and listen to us laugh
Wishing that they had the same thing
And our friends they ask, how we made it last
I just smile and say the same thing
I'm not sure how we got here
Baby I'm just glad that we got here
[Chorus:]
It's where the stars line up
It's where the ocean's touch
It's in a place you've never been that feels like home
It's in the air right now
It's when you give your all, and give a little more
I've never been so sure, that's where you find love
That's where you find love
It's where the stars line up
It's where the ocean's touch
It's in a place you've never been that feels like home
It's in the air right now
It's when you give your all, and give a little more
I've never been this sure, that's where you find love
Find love
That's where you find love
Thursday, October 7, 2010
Fragile heart..
A fragile heart was broken before
I don't think it could endure another pain
But there's a voice from deep inside of you
That's calling out to make you realize
That this new bond gives inspiration
To all who feel no love appeal no more
So how can I break this wall around you
That's aiding both our hearts to grow in pain
So forget your past, and we can dream tomorrow
Save our hearts for card and lovin too
It's hard I know, but oh
One thing for sure
Don't go and break this fragile heart
A hurting mind in need of emotion
I don't think I could endure another pain
But baby in you, I've found affection
Affection I have never felt before
So don't let your past destroy what comes tomorrow
Don't go and break my fragile heart
With all this fire that burns between us
There's so much to lose
Yet so much more to gain
And if I could, choose the world around me
The world I'd choose would all revolve around you
So help me complete the game inside me
And help to mend my fragile heart
I don't think it could endure another pain
But there's a voice from deep inside of you
That's calling out to make you realize
That this new bond gives inspiration
To all who feel no love appeal no more
So how can I break this wall around you
That's aiding both our hearts to grow in pain
So forget your past, and we can dream tomorrow
Save our hearts for card and lovin too
It's hard I know, but oh
One thing for sure
Don't go and break this fragile heart
A hurting mind in need of emotion
I don't think I could endure another pain
But baby in you, I've found affection
Affection I have never felt before
So don't let your past destroy what comes tomorrow
Don't go and break my fragile heart
With all this fire that burns between us
There's so much to lose
Yet so much more to gain
And if I could, choose the world around me
The world I'd choose would all revolve around you
So help me complete the game inside me
And help to mend my fragile heart
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